日記 四月三十日 星期二

我想死呀.............四個月了，四個月了，以為自己可以開始忍.... 可以靜心地等待，但太高估自己了.... 今日現在的我又嚎哭了............

琴晚，我問佢今晚一齊食飯，好嘛？佢竟然話要諗諗.... 點解要諗呢..... 好啦, 今日，等到四點幾仲未有回覆，我就俾咗whatsapp 佢.....

老公，

今晚食飯諗成點？從來冇諗過老婆約老公食飯要諗諗，得就得，唔得就唔得，難道老婆只是後備？如果是後備的話，那麼算了吧！

謝謝！

老婆

佢嘅回覆係" Will have dinner outside and then go home.  How about dinner dinner?"

佢根本一早就約好咗個女人.....

我回覆"Honey, u have dinner outside yesterday.  U have dinner outside tonight. When would u not to have dinner outside?"

如所料，睇咗都無回覆啦..... 我好失敗呀，我以為..... 都咁多個月啦，睇開咗啲啦，但原來無，原來仲好痛，係非常之痛....

我真係好想走......